Tired and wanting peaceful resolution, closure, hope and forgiveness.
I am realizing...
I can only change myself, I can't make something appear by wishing, I am not alone.
I will look back....
only to smile at the soft, warm memories, reflect on what I could have learned, forgive.
I am thankful for...
Loving someone more than I thought possible and knowing what that feels like, the people in my life.
I will be OK...
If I let it go, still my mind, have some fun, worry less and live more.
I believe...
In second chances, in changing my mind and opening my heart to new possibilities.
I want to...
put on some music, lose my inhibitions, find my strength and rock on.
I will be a happier, calmer, laid back, better version of me. I will still love hard, laugh hard and hurt hard. I will live by my rules and throw them out when they no longer suit me. I will drink more wine, paint more canvas, turn up the music and live more life than I have in a long time. I will not hold myself back any longer. I will get up when I want to stay down. I want to be in love again. I want to breathe deep again. I want all my senses to be heightened. It's not too late for me.
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